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Wish

If only someone could just break/ fracture my leg/ arm and all my problems will be solved.

for the moment.

Sunday

You find yourself standing on the edge of a cliff.
You ask yourself, 'to jump or not to jump?'

You put your feet out.
You take it back in.

And you think, 'Why?'
Someone answers, 'Because you are unhappy.'

Why dont you just admit it?

And you say, 'I am not THAT unhappy.'

So why are you here?
Why do you bring yourself to the edge of a cliff
Wanting to, let's say,

Escape?

You look down to the waves crashing against the rocks below.
Then you look ahead of you.

You say,

I can't see the horizon.

Changes

Suddenly I found my days reduced to 4 hours of life everyday........

that sucks.

perhaps there's something good out of it.

She- Part 1

She turns around and notices a faint shadow of his posture. He walks towards her, away from the darkened space to reveal his stern eyes as he glances in her direction.
Her heart breaks.
He says nothing.
She mouths an inaudible word, perhaps in the form of three syllables.
Yet, he says nothing.
He turns away from her, walks away and leaves her with a tight vacuum in her heart.
Why hadn't he said anything?
He gradually drifts into a bleak horizon, away from her tearful sight. At the slightest moment she thought she had lost him, forever. Where is he going? Away?
A clenched hand taps her on her left shoulder. Frozen with fright, she turns around impulsively to discover that she has, indeed, encountered a sharp, streaking pain across her lower abdomen....

2006

I love the world.
And I am waiting for it to love me.

I tell myself to stay high. And keep every dream alive.

mistakes

how many mistakes can one make before they can finally get it right?