Otto: Lives have many cycles but mine has only turned once and not completely... the most important thing is missing. - Los Amantes Del Circulo Polar (1998)
Awesome Drunkard. Failed figure skater, crap latin dancer, boo-ed theatre actress, forgotten athlete, unemployed film extra, clumsy hairstylist, stubborn film student, ex-Daytona 1 Queen, Arsenal Ladies' Academy reject, lazy beach bum, undiscovered screenwriter, sceptical spoilt brat, Roulette champion and hazardous driver who can't reverse park. Despite these shits... she leads an extraordinary life.
I love mi vida. I love mi familia - mum,dad,sis,nanny and doggy who inspire me to be, somewhat, special.
Today I feel awful. I really do.
I feel so used. I feel so alone. I feel so shit. I feel so bad.
I haven't stopped crying.
I told myself I will be alright. I told myself that I can handle this.
I used to be able to. I used to be stronger.
Why am I giving in? Where is the sun on a summer's day?
Maybe it wont happen again?
Maybe it wont.
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I shall lend you my company by visiting this blog. Hearing your sorrows.
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